I need to meditate. I have very little patience, get angry and agitated fairly easily. All it takes for me to lose my mind is to be with another human. I dislike everyone.
I need to meditate. It works for me. I know that because I've tried it before. But somehow I don't want to. I feel like there is so much I can accomplish instead. Read an article, a book etc. But I end up scrolling on social media instead.
I need to meditate. All I need to do is sit still for twenty minutes. At least. But my hand itches.
Is that a message? Did my phone vibrate? Let me just check the time. Did someone call? I swear it's vibrating. It must be important.
But the phone remains there. Still, unchanged. Instead of me.